I need a lot of prayer right now. I've been saying for a while that I want to change jobs, and today, I've finally been motivated to really start looking for a new job.
This has been such a busy week and I'm finally home. I'm so glad I have Monday off, as I certainly have no desire to go back after only a two-day weekend. Today was the first day all week that I didn't run the room, and it's a blessing I didn't, as I think I would've possibly snapped and stormed out. There have been several occasions where I've had to resist the temptation to walk out, but today was the first day I've actually told anyone.
We are starting to have the same problems with first shift; namely, the lack of urgency about staying on top of things. Jeremiah has told me this is a problem that permeates the whole first shift, and I believe it. I feel like I'm working way too hard for too little and it's because others aren't working as hard as they ought to.
We've been promised changes are coming almost as long as I've been working in digital, which will be seven months September 10. I'm just getting to a point where I'm tired of promises and I want to see changes. Personally, I'm at a loss as to what changes could be made apart from changes in management, which Jeremiah implied to me could be happening soon. Whatever the case, I'm ready to make a change of my own.
The thing is, I don't really have a personal issue with anyone in particular, but I'm still frustrated with the way other peoples' work is negatively affecting my own. I'm just tired of it.
Please pray for me as I begin looking for another job, that I would be patient in searching for another job, and that I would be patient in remaining where I am now. Pray also that I would, as the Scriptures say, wait on The Lord and His timing in all this.
I've said this before, that I don't like writing about work. This time, it's because I need the prayer.
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