Monday, December 8, 2014

Day three-hundred-forty-two

Today was not too busy; most of what was due today was done by the time we came in, but we left a ton of work due tomorrow or late for first shift in the morning. It's shaping up to be a very busy week.



This morning, I had a massive realization about myself; in particular I had a realization about my spiritual walk. It's taken me nearly three years since I was saved, but I realized that I've had a fear of spiritual failure. I've been afraid of sinning, and I think it's led me to doubt the forgiveness of God.

Scripture says that if we confess our sins, the Lord is faithful to forgive us and cleanse us of all unrighteouness (1 John 1:9). I think that since I was so afraid of doing wrong, it was leading me to doubt the goodness of God. I had to confess my wrong attitude and ask God to help me to turn from it.

May I start anew moment by moment.

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