It's nearing the end of my second break at work. I started writing this post over two hours ago during lunch. I got as far as the title.
I've slipped back into my old habit of not having anything in particular prepared for today's post. Whatever the case, I've got to get back to work. We'll see how this shapes up when I get home.
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I'm just glad this day is over. I feel like I was trying to stay focused mentally when I was already checking out for the week.
I think everyone's starting to feel the dog days of summer setting in. It seems like everyone's having trouble staying focused or completing tasks that should be easy. Everyone seems distracted, including me.
I think it's weighing more and more on my mind to really consider moving on. Honestly, my job isn't very rewarding. The best things about it are it meets my needs at the moment, it's close to home, and I can leave it all behind at the end of the day. It's not stimulating; in fact, it's very easy for my mind to wander doing what is essentially monotonous work. That's not a good thing in a job that demands a lot of attention to detail.
Pray that God would grant me wisdom and patience as I weight my options. Barring anything happening, I don't intend to leave unless I have somewhere else to go. The Lord knows best, and I need to trust Him in this. I know they value me as an employee, but that both means a lot and doesn't mean much at all, really. They value my work and yet that in itself doesn't make me want to stay doing what I'm doing.
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